So today was our performance, which are scenes from To Kill A Mockingbird & I know I run like a twerp yes I can't help it, sorry. But I had fun :) you know, some awkwardness between the cast members slowly melting away & stuff.

& here's the thing I love about drama & emceeing: it just rushes in. For my case, anyway. On the stage I don't feel like I'm pretending to be someone else. Because, even if I'm bad at it, drama is a part of me.

Yeah. I don't really wish to start talking about the school not giving support & crap like that because I don't give a fuck anymore. It's not my fault if the school doesn't want to be recognised as a centre for the arts & stuff. Not my problem. If the school doesn't care then I don't think I should care too.

However, though, I care about being appreciated. I know you've had a really bad mood & the lower sec cannot keep quiet but it's not our fault. Besides, the curtains are so thick they muffle voices. Don't come up to us & ask us to shut up because we weren't doing anything anyway.

If you think rehearsing for days on end is easy, then you do it. If you think that running around on stage without proper wireless mikes is easy, then you do it. If you think that trying to implement drama into the school after a very long time, then you do it.

I don't get teachers so much these days, I don't even know why they're called teachers. It's not a wonder why sometimes I dream of becoming one & implementing the right stuffs into schools. But again, if they don't care, I shouldn't too.