@ Carolyn's house rotting.

The worst part of getting over someone is that there's always a chance of falling back, and when you do, you fall hard.

You get reminded of all the things he's done to you, of all the attention he's given you and you just cannot help but fall. It's inevitable. It's even worse if you've never been together with him because the chances are, he's never done anything to hurt you before.

So there's no reason for you not to fall back, no reason for you to reason with yourself and no way for you to control your feelings-because everything went perfectly.

Here's a confession: I wanted things to get better and I wanted our friendship back. But then the minute we got closer I realized that I've not gotten over you.

You know sometimes you wish things would stop, that he'd stop texting you, stop commenting and just leave you alone but when he does, you want it all back. It's frustrating when those little things are present because it gives you false hope but once it's gone you want it back, badly. Because of one, stupid reason: You liked it.

I do not know what to do.